Turns out you can only be moody when the person is uglier than you are.
haha.
oh well.
I cannot figure it out. How did I let someone turn me inside out so quickly?
Why does this suck so badly? Why can't I just accept it and be like "Oh well, next"
models. they get you everytime.
Hey baby girl.
Just calling to say I miss you.
Don't ask me to explain, it hurts too badly.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Sunday, July 20, 2008
What hurts the most.
I fell asleep...
hope you don't mind.
hehe.
I'm going to do it this week.
I definitely hope you do mind.
I got married this weekend.
and had two kids.
it was a blast.
I saw The Dark Knight.
I don't think an action movie has ever made me cry so hard.
I'm glad my buddy didn't notice. haha.
I'm seeing it again this week.
and then I'm also hanging with Travis...
eventually.
he's a dummy. and he never calls.
I've gotten little to no sleep lately.
and the idea of you being ::in::
is probably the most appealing thought I've had in...
...
well let's just say it's been awhile.
gotta guy kicked outta faire.
and figured out that he's a weirdo.
haha.
oh and jugglers are my favorite.
is being so close, and having so much to say,
then watching you walk away.
hope you don't mind.
hehe.
I'm going to do it this week.
I definitely hope you do mind.
I got married this weekend.
and had two kids.
it was a blast.
I saw The Dark Knight.
I don't think an action movie has ever made me cry so hard.
I'm glad my buddy didn't notice. haha.
I'm seeing it again this week.
and then I'm also hanging with Travis...
eventually.
he's a dummy. and he never calls.
I've gotten little to no sleep lately.
and the idea of you being ::in::
is probably the most appealing thought I've had in...
...
well let's just say it's been awhile.
gotta guy kicked outta faire.
and figured out that he's a weirdo.
haha.
oh and jugglers are my favorite.
is being so close, and having so much to say,
then watching you walk away.
Friday, July 18, 2008
Everytime we touch...
So much can change in such a little time.
It honestly started out as nothing.
it became this because of you...
although I can't give you all the credit.
went to see batman with Tom.
It was by far one of the best movies I've ever seen.
I also went to the beach.-about a bazillion times.
and swimming.-in two different places.
and to wendys.-twice this week
and in all that time there wasn't any stress.
no questions of
"if this..."
or
"What if..."
or
"can we actally..."
It was just me.
being happy.
laughing.
So much can change in such a little bit of time.
I hate the way you reacted.
"Find what makes you happy in this world, and then don't smother it, because if it makes you happy, and you try to change it. Chances are it won't make you happy anymore.
It honestly started out as nothing.
it became this because of you...
although I can't give you all the credit.
went to see batman with Tom.
It was by far one of the best movies I've ever seen.
I also went to the beach.-about a bazillion times.
and swimming.-in two different places.
and to wendys.-twice this week
and in all that time there wasn't any stress.
no questions of
"if this..."
or
"What if..."
or
"can we actally..."
It was just me.
being happy.
laughing.
So much can change in such a little bit of time.
I hate the way you reacted.
"Find what makes you happy in this world, and then don't smother it, because if it makes you happy, and you try to change it. Chances are it won't make you happy anymore.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Oh wait, I'm sorry. What's that jerk?
Ohhhh you found out I wanted to dye my hair dark.
and since original ideas are beyond you, you decided to do the same?
well congrats.
You look like a gothic, anorexic psychopath.
You strum that guitar to your hawthorne heights songs.
really. It makes you look great.
Faire in 2 days.
Oh sweet faire.
Gotta go get my id today too..
hmmm...
and since original ideas are beyond you, you decided to do the same?
well congrats.
You look like a gothic, anorexic psychopath.
You strum that guitar to your hawthorne heights songs.
really. It makes you look great.
Faire in 2 days.
Oh sweet faire.
Gotta go get my id today too..
hmmm...
Monday, July 7, 2008
"Hey boss."
"I can tell we're going to get along."
Faire was...amazing.
painful.
but amazing.
The week with Tony here was...
Fun.
Stressful.
Aggravating.
Sad.
Hilarious.
Eye-opening.
Marketprobe is...
going to be a chore.
stalkers?
already?
Tassi I haven't even had breakfast!
"A petefile huh?
boss what'd you think?"
"I think that out of all the wench's here, you're not only the most becoming.
but also the most entertaining."
"And I think that out of all the pirates here, you're not only the most attractive.
You're also the one most full of crap."
Faire was...amazing.
painful.
but amazing.
The week with Tony here was...
Fun.
Stressful.
Aggravating.
Sad.
Hilarious.
Eye-opening.
Marketprobe is...
going to be a chore.
stalkers?
already?
Tassi I haven't even had breakfast!
"A petefile huh?
boss what'd you think?"
"I think that out of all the wench's here, you're not only the most becoming.
but also the most entertaining."
"And I think that out of all the pirates here, you're not only the most attractive.
You're also the one most full of crap."
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
"How engaging"
You think as he explains to you about your replacement.
"What a wonderful story this will make."
You mumble to yourself uncoheriently.
as he tells you of all your faults.
"When asked next how things are going between us what am I supposed to say?"
You ask, while fixing a look of emotionlessness on your face.
"Just tell them it was because of the way you showed no emotion."
The cruel man sneers.
One tear falls from your eye.
"There was really never any emotions worth showing."
you answer coldly.
"What a wonderful story this will make."
You mumble to yourself uncoheriently.
as he tells you of all your faults.
"When asked next how things are going between us what am I supposed to say?"
You ask, while fixing a look of emotionlessness on your face.
"Just tell them it was because of the way you showed no emotion."
The cruel man sneers.
One tear falls from your eye.
"There was really never any emotions worth showing."
you answer coldly.
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