Copy Cat.

Or just a cat in general I'm not sure.
I'm trying to stop swearing. I promise I am.

It's just hard because 2% of my friends want me to stop and the other 98% either don't care or would much rather me swear instead.

Kyle likes ashley. Which is scary, I'm not quite sure how I feel about it. I get kinda protective when it comes to that kidd.

Tony is gone. He went away to Iowa last Sunday. Which is fine, it's not like I don't miss him or anything, it's just that he needs to be there, and I need to be here.

I have my last day of highschool tommorow. Which is exciting, yet scary all at the same time.

I kinda feel as if I failed this test God gave me [[highschool I mean]] because I didn't really do anything. I just kept to myself and didn't participate. I had like 3 friends that were consistent.

Which is kinda sad. I feel as if I was supposed to do something more and I didn't.

I lost my dreams. I don't know how I did it, and I don't really know why. But they're gone. I want them back more than anything, it use to be exciting to wake up and try to remember what I dreamed about. But now... there's just nothing. It's really depressing.

I've gotta graduation party this Saturday at my house.
So far I've decided to invite:

ayrton.
ashleigh.
Bobert.
The W. crew. [[only deb can come though]]
Anne and her boyfriend.
Anthony. && his familia.
Mom and Dad McBride. [[Probably Danny as well]]
annd My Adam Gerlach.
Maybe Renee and Cruz too.

Which means I have a whole lotta cleaning to do.
My birthday is on friday.
Which is muey exciting. I'm going to be 18.
but I can't really do anything about being 18 until I get my new social.
[[because then I can get my i.d card]]
and I can't get my new social until my daddy gives me my birth certificate.
[[and that's going to be awhile.]]
I'm going to Bong recreational Park for my birthday.
which should be fun if it doesn't rain.
[[but of course it's supposed to]]
because that's my luck.
BUT! I get to see mah awesome boyfriend.
and my beautiful//wonderful bestfriend.
So I don't really care if it rains syrup.
[[I'm lying I think I'd cry.]]

I'm going to go finish my homework.
do my application [[yes I'm very serious this time]]
and clean mah casa.
oh and then I'm going to go to mah cama.
and dormir for about a bazillion years.

I love you.