To counteract what I said:

Tony's gone, all the way to Indianola Iowa. and I know that it's stupid to type about it now. Since ya know he's coming back tommorow. But I'm not so sure that I miss him as much as I otherwise should. Or maybe it's not that I Don't miss him. It's just that I know that We're going to be fine? I don't know. I still love him Like crazy. and I still totally want to be with him.

I just don't know why I don't miss him as much as I think I should. Especially when I'm not talking to him. I mean I wish he was here to share in things with me. But mostly I'm just so excited about him being there, that I don't really mind him not sharing in these things with me.

Like last night he didn't call when he said he would. and in any other relationship I would've went off the handle. but with him I was just like "Oh that's fine, he's probably talking to Jon or hanging with the kids, or doing a devotional. I'll just talk to him later."



[[Which by the way for any Tassi to say something like that, is just unnatural]]



anyways...



I'm done with high school. I have to go to graduation on Sunday. But other than that, I'm completely finished.



I lost a few friends this week.



Which is fine, they weren't worth half of what my other ones are.



and most importantly.



I stayed in love.



Which was a worry of mine to be honest with you.



I got a new journal.



It's very pretty. and I like it very much.



I'm going to be like Jane Austen and have long hair and wear ugly clothing, and write ALL THE TIME.



I'm so excited =]

well I guess that's really all for now.

-End.