Inspiration.

"I hate being around you becuase you don't inspire me, you don't make me want to sing, or dance, or write. I become this lifeless shell when you're around, and I hate it."

I have now officially graduated high school.

I have also turned 18.

Moved my dads shop.

Lost a stalker.

Said goodbye to my boyfriend, twice.

Gotten a new scooter.

Lost friends.

Gotten new books.

and almost found old friends.

all in the past 8 days.

I'm going to apply to Nicolet today.

which means if I get accepted that I'm leaving after this summer.

and possibly losing one of my best friends.

but gaining so much more.

I'm sick of all of this change, of being an adult, and of feeling as if I didn't have enough time to be a kidd.

"Pass me that cigarette, because he's gone and I don't think he's coming back."

-take a drag-