The Importance of Being Megin.

Do you get it?
No?
That's okay... I only know one person right now who would.

I'm trying to figure out how to be perfect.
Not like pleasantville or stepford wife perfect,
just being the person that I want to be.
And although this may seem conceited,
I think that I am actually becoming that person quickly.
I think I'm a good sister.
A good friend.
A good girlfriend.
And although I know that I'm not perfect, I'm not that bad.
But I can't help feeling as if I'm not a good daughter.
It's not that I don't want to be.
And it's not as if I'm not trying.
It's just that no matter what I do I don't feel as if I'm doing what he wants me to do.
And I swear I'm actully trying
So I've come to the conclusion, that to be a good everything else.
I'm not always going to be a good daughter.
Because my dad wants me to do what he thinks is right.
but sometimes I have to do what I think is right.
and know what I want to do for me.
I have to remember that to be a good everything else I have to be a good me.


"How thoughtless of me. I should have remembered that when one is going to lead an entirely new life, one requires regular and wholesome meals. Won’t you come in?"