It is you I have loved all along.

About 24 hours from now my boyfriend will be in town.

and in less than 48 I will have to say goodbye to him again, so he can go on a much needed and much earned vacation.

I'm hanging out with Wendy tonight.

I have almost all the free time in the world, however, everyone and their mother have time to hang out with me all on the same day.

everyone's throwing a party
everyone needs a sitter.
everyone needs support.

all I really want is a day to read.
and write.

and walk.

and cuddle.

oh, and I want one of those one in a million smiles.

actually when it comes to him it's a one in six point two billion smiles.

because he's got the best one ever.